Landslide
by
bigboobedcanuck
Chapter Ten
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Bright woke
gradually, slipping back into dreams a few times before fully opening his
eyes. He blinked and focused on the head of brown hair resting on the pillow
beside him. He flexed his arms, which were curled around the body pressing
into his chest.
Everything came flooding back in a rush of image and smell and sound and
taste. A twisting steering wheel and expensive steak and ears ringing in a
crush of bodies and the blare of country music and anger and laughter and
Ephram’s tangy sweat on his tongue as he sank deeper and deeper into him.
A thrill ricocheted through his body as he remembered. Ephram was still
sleeping, his back pressed against Bright’s chest, their legs entangled.
Bright felt his dick stiffen as he remembered the heat of Ephram’s body
surrounding him: his laboured breathing, his trembling lips, his grunts and
moans. He could hardly believe that they’d actually done it. He’d been
inside someone else. At it was Ephram Brown, of all people.
And he remembered what Ephram had said after.
Of course, Bright had said it first, but his heart still beat a bit faster
when he remembered Ephram’s serious expression. He’d reached up and touched
Bright’s hair and face, like he was memorizing him, or something.
Bright tightened his arms around Ephram’s body, drawing him even closer. He
kissed the back of his neck softly. Ephram stirred and muttered something
Bright couldn’t make out.
“Morning,” Bright said, as he kissed Ephram’s shoulder. Ephram groaned
slightly and stretched his legs. Bright caressed Ephram’s stomach in big,
lazy strokes. Finally, Ephram turned in his arms and stretched out flat on
his back.
Bright propped himself up on his elbow and said, “Hey.” Ephram grunted, his
eyes still closed. “Well, someone’s just a pleasure in the morning,” Bright
said, laughing. Ephram yawned and licked his lips. Bright swooped down and
kissed him soundly.
Ephram yelped in surprise, but soon his tongue darted out to wrestle with
Bright’s. They kissed deeply, their limbs coming to life again, muscles
extending and then wrapping around each other again. After a few minutes,
Bright pulled back and rested his head on his hand, lying on his side.
Ephram opened his eyes and smiled. “Hey.”
“He speaks! I was beginning to worry,” Bright said with a wink.
“Sorry, I’m pretty nonverbal when I first wake up.” Ephram stretched again
and winced slightly.
“What’s wrong? Are you okay?” Bright felt a stab of guilt. He knew that what
they’d done had been painful for Ephram.
“Yeah, I’m fine. Just a bit sore, it feels…I dunno. Weird,” Ephram said, and
a blush coloured his cheeks.
“I didn’t mean to hurt you.” Bright bit his lip and rubbed Ephram’s chest
gently.
“I know, it’s not your fault.” Ephram smiled reassuringly and pulled
Bright’s head down for another kiss. When they broke apart, Bright shifted
down and laid his head on Ephram’s chest. He listened to the sure and steady
heartbeat below his ear. Ephram’s arms wrapped around his back securely.
“So, this is pretty cool. Waking up together.” The words rumbled in Ephram’s
chest.
“Yeah. It’s so…I don’t know. Grown up,” Bright said.
“It’s weird, you know.”
“What?”
“This. This whole thing. I mean, I always liked girls. I just...never
thought about the possibility of something else. But now that seems so long
ago. Like someone else’s life.” Ephram drew absent patterns on Bright’s back
with his fingertips.
“You’re not sorry, are you?” Bright held his breath, as Ephram’s chest
expanded.
“No. I’m not sorry at all. It’s just…surprising. It’s weird that you can
think you know everything, but not even know yourself.”
Bright raised his head and peered up, his chin resting on Ephram’s chest.
“Yeah, I know what you mean.” He lowered his ear to Ephram’s chest once
more. He took a deep breath, and asked, “Did you like it?”
“What? Liking girls?”
“No, last night. Did…did you like it?” Bright’s stomach tightened as he
waited for Ephram’s response.
Ephram tugged Bright upwards until they were eye to eye, their faces close
together on the pillow. “Yeah, I liked it. Don’t you know that? I
mean…couldn’t you tell?”
Bright stammered and licked his lips. “Well…I…I knew that I was hurting you,
but it felt so awesome…I could barely even think about anything else. I just
wasn’t sure how it felt for you. I mean, I thought you liked it, but
I…I just wanted to make sure.”
“It felt…painful at first. Really painful. But then…but then it started to
feel good, too. It was like both pleasure and pain, at the same time. It
was…amazing. I can still feel you there,” Ephram said, ducking his head.
“Do you want to show me? I mean, what it feels like?” Bright felt strangely
nervous.
Ephram looked up and exhaled a shaky breath. “You sure?”
Bright’s heart began beating a bit faster, and his skin tingled where they
touched. “Yeah, I’m very sure.” They kissed again, and soon they were
breathing hard, their hands roaming and cocks hard.
Bright rolled over on his stomach and when Ephram was finally inside him, he
thought he might break in two. But Ephram’s hand held onto his, and his
breath was in his ear, and their sweat combined in the slippery confusion,
and Bright knew that he was whole.
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There was a firm, loud knock on the door, and Ephram jolted awake. He heard
Bright gasp beside him, and they looked at each other with wide eyes.
“Who do you think it is?” Bright whispered.
Ephram was about to reply when the knock came again, followed by a stern
voice. “Housekeeping. Check-out time was noon.”
They both peered over at the clock on the nightstand, which read twenty
after one. “Shit!” Ephram rubbed his face and sat up straight. He cleared
his throat and spoke loudly. “Sorry, we overslept. We’ll be out as soon as
we can.” There was some indistinct grumbling from the hallway, and then
silence.
Ephram looked over at Bright and they dissolved into giggles. “Man, for a
second I was thinking that it was our dads out there,” Bright said.
“Oh my god, don’t even joke, Abbott.” Ephram shook his head, trying to clear
the cobwebs. They’d fallen asleep again after…after they’d had sex. Again.
Ephram smiled to himself as he remembered it. It had been unreal to actually
be inside Bright, to feel him so closely. He was sure that it had been
awkward and not exactly the most commanding sexual performance ever, but it
had still been pretty amazing.
Ephram leaned over and kissed Bright slowly. “Good afternoon.”
“Dude, if you keep kissing me, we’re never going to get out of this hotel
room.”
“Mmm. Tell me again why that’s a bad thing?” Ephram sucked and nibbled at
Bright’s neck.
“Uh, the hotel’s going to charge another night to your dad’s credit card and
he’ll want to know what we were doing to miss the check-out time.”
Ephram sighed heavily and pulled back. “You make a good point. Okay, let’s
get out of here.”
“We definitely need a shower,” Bright said, as he stood and stretched his
arms over his head. “Think you can keep your hands to yourself?” He bounded
into the bathroom and Ephram heard the water turn on.
He eased himself up off the bed and padded over to the bathroom. Bright was
already in the shower, and Ephram stood for a moment, watching his shadow
behind the frosted glass. His stomach did that girly fluttering thing and he
thought about the fact that Bright had said he loved him. And that he had
said it back.
His life was officially unrecognizable, yet he didn’t want to change a
thing. He got in and closed the door behind him with a thunk.
Bright pulled him under the spray of the hot water and, despite his
challenge to Ephram, was soon kissing him languidly. Ephram ran his hands up
and down Bright’s broad back and over his firm ass. His fingers danced
lower, and Bright hissed in discomfort.
“Sorry. Hurts a bit, huh?” Ephram didn’t like the idea of causing Bright
pain, and he knew just what he was feeling.
“Yeah, but it’s no big deal. Like you said, it’s normal.” Bright opened a
bottle of shampoo and lathered Ephram’s hair. “Besides, it was so
worth it.”
Ephram poured the shampoo into his own hand and went to work on Bright’s
curls. “Yeah, totally.”
They smiled, and took turns rinsing under the water. Ephram closed his eyes
and wondered if his father would notice the extra day’s charge on his card
after all.
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As they drove back into Everwood, Bright sighed loudly.
“Home sweet home,” Ephram said, sardonically.
“Yeah. Don’t you wish we could just like, rob a bank and head out on the
road?”
Ephram snorted. “As tempting as it sounds to do a Bonnie and Clyde, I really
don’t want to end up biting it in a hail of bullets.”
“Well, I never said there wasn’t a downside.” Bright grinned in the fading
light. He made the turn onto Ephram’s street and slowed as he neared the
Brown’s house. He put the truck in park and let the engine idle.
“So. Here we are,” Ephram said.
“Yeah.” Bright swallowed, his throat suddenly dry. Everything had been so
perfect in Denver, but now that they were back in Everwood, it was like a
spell was breaking.
“Well, I’d better go in. Delia probably heard us pull up.”
“Yeah.” Bright felt Ephram’s hand on his thigh, and he covered his hand with
his own. He looked over.
“I had a great weekend. Really great. I…I’m glad we went,” Ephram said, and
leaned a little closer.
Bright smiled. “Me, too. I’m really glad. About everything. You know?” He
squeezed Ephram’s hand.
Ephram returned his smile. “Yeah, I know.” He looked out the window and then
quickly leaned in and pressed his lips to Bright’s. “See you tomorrow,” he
said, and then he was gone, the door slamming behind him. He grabbed his bag
out of the back of the truck and waved from the sidewalk.
Bright wanted to wait until he was inside before he left, but he realized
that it might look weird, so he put the truck in gear and rumbled up the
street. He watched Ephram in the rearview mirror until he turned the corner,
and he was gone.
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Harold uncrossed his legs and put his crossword down on the coffee table
with a huff. He just couldn’t seem to concentrate. Rose and Amy had gone out
to a movie, but he’d wanted to make sure Bright came back from Denver on
time. He glanced at his watch again. Bright was soon going to be officially
late.
At that moment, he heard the truck pull up in the driveway. Harold quickly
picked up the crossword again and settled back into his chair.
Bright opened the front door and dropped his bag with a thud. “Hey, Dad. I’m
home.”
“Well, it’s about time,” Harold said. “I trust you didn’t get up to too much
trouble in Denver?”
“Nah, just a bit,” Bright said, as he walked past Harold into the kitchen.
Harold sighed. He’d been pondering the situation all weekend, and the more
he thought about it, the more he was sure there was something not quite
right about Ephram Brown. Bright wasn’t always so sharp and Harold was
certain that he wouldn’t pick up on anything out of the ordinary.
Harold was also fairly certain that the Brown boy was a homosexual. He had
grown up in New York after all, and dressed in those strange clothes. His
hair had been an odd shade of purple when the Browns had first moved to
town, if he recalled correctly.
But most of all, Harold recalled the intense way Ephram had watched Bright
playing basketball, the way it had made the hair on his arms stand on end.
Something was not right there. The image of Ephram and Bright on the
driveway with tangled limbs sprang to his mind again.
Not that Harold had anything against homosexuals, but he had a feeling
Ephram was becoming a bit too attached to his son. It was better to nip it
in the bud, before things became…uncomfortable. Yes, this was definitely the
best thing to do. He’d been feeling uneasy for week’s about Ephram’s
continued presence in Bright’s life, and it was best to trust his instincts.
Harold resolutely walked into the kitchen, where Bright was rummaging
through the fridge.
“Bright, I think we need to talk.”
Bright froze, and then stood up straight. He still peered into the fridge,
and didn’t look at Harold. “Why? What’s up?”
“I think it might be best if you didn’t spend so much time with Ephram
Brown.”
It was a few moments before Bright replied, “What? Why?” His voice was
unusually flat and he still didn’t look at Harold.
“Well, I’m going to frank with you, Bright. And what I have to say might
come as a bit of a shock, but I think you need to hear it.” Bright nodded
jerkily and closed the refrigerator. He leaned against the counter, his eyes
still downcast.
“I know that you’ve had a tough year, with everything’s that happened with
Colin. But things are getting back to normal now, and I think that’s good.
And although I’m sure Ephram is a very…nice young man, I’m not sure you
should be spending so much time with him.”
Bright looked up, his brow creased. “Why? Ephram’s my friend.”
Harold searched for the right words. “Well, yes, I know he’s your friend.
But, Bright, I think he might be getting a bit too attached to you.”
Bright’s expression tightened. “What do you mean, Dad? Like I said, we’re
friends.”
“Bright, I know this may be hard for you to understand…but I think Ephram
might be gay. Now, there’s nothing wrong with that, but I don’t think it’s
fair for you to…lead him on.”
Bright stared dumbly at Harold.
“I know, it’s a surprise. I just think it might be best for you to keep your
distance for a while. Best for everyone.”
When Bright finally spoke, his voice trembled slightly. “Dad, I’m not going
to stop being friends with Ephram.”
“Bright I think it would be better for you. You have Colin, and basketball.
This is your senior year, you really don’t need any other distractions.”
“Ephram isn’t a distraction. I…I’m not going to stop hanging out with him,”
Bright said, and Harold recognized the stubborn tone.
“Bright, be reasonable. Like I said, there’s nothing wrong with being gay,
but this is a small town, and people are bound to talk.”
“So let them talk! I don’t care.”
Harold sighed. “Bright, it’s best for Ephram to spend his time with…other
people like him.”
When Bright finally spoke again, his voice was shaky. “I am like him.”
Harold’s breath caught in his chest. “Pardon?”
Bright looked him in the eye and firmly said, “I am like him, Dad.”
“What? Bright, don’t be ridiculous.” Harold felt as if he were suddenly on
the edge of a cliff, fighting for balance. His mind spun. “You’re not…”
“Yeah, I am. I’m gay, Dad.” Bright gulped and swallowed nervously.
Harold felt himself fall off the precipice. “No, you’re not.” It was
impossible. Simply impossible.
“Yes, I am. I know it may be hard for you to believe, but it’s true.”
Harold felt a surge of anger. “This is his influence, isn’t it?”
“You really do think I’m stupid, don’t you, Dad? Ephram didn’t brainwash me
or anything. This is who I am. And it’s too bad if you don’t like it. I’m
not going to stop seeing Ephram.”
“Yes, you—” A horrifying thought suddenly took form in Harold’s mind. “You
and Ephram…is there…has something…happened?” His face creased with
disgust.
Bright crossed his arms and his voice was steely. “Yeah, lots of stuff has
happened. He’s my boyfriend, Dad.”
Harold felt the shout surge up through him like a geyser. “Your boyfriend?
My god, Bright, what’s the matter with you? That’s the most ridiculous thing
I’ve ever heard!”
Bright looked back at him with wide, hurt eyes. “I don’t expect you to
understand. But yes, he’s my boyfriend.”
“Oh, this just keeps getting more and more ludicrous!” The same image of
Bright and Ephram on the driveway sprang to Harold’s mind again. Their
closeness had been unsettling, but he hadn’t allowed himself to think for
even a second…. “Bright, this is just impossible!”
“No, Dad, it’s not. This is the way I am. Okay?”
“No, it’s not okay!” How could this have happened? Bright was athletic and
popular and his son. It just wasn’t possible.
“Well, it’s gonna have to be, Dad. Can’t you just accept me the way I am?”
Harold snorted. “Just when I thought you couldn’t be more of a
disappointment.”
The words hung in the air, heavy between them. Bright’s eyes widened and he
stepped back. He shook his head and then strode out of the kitchen.
“Bright! Where do you think you’re going? Come back here, young man, we’re
not done talking!” Harold quickly followed him into the hall. Bright was
pulling his Miner’s jacket off a hanger in the closet. “Look, I didn’t mean
that.”
Bright laughed hollowly. “Yes, you really, really did, Dad.”
“Well what do you expect me to say? I find out you’ve been lying to me all
this time, did you expect me to be happy about it?”
Bright jammed his arms into the sleeves of his coat. “This isn’t about me
lying, and we both know it.”
Harold clenched his jaw. Bright was obviously right, but there was no way
Harold would admit it. “Just where do you think you’re going? You’re
grounded, you’re not going anywhere.”
Bright shook his head incredulously. “What, you think you can ground me and
that’ll somehow make me straight? You can lock me in my room forever, but
I’ll still be gay. Go to hell, Dad.” With that, Bright slammed from the
house. Harold stood motionless in the hallway as he heard Bright’s truck
roar to life and screech out of the driveway.
It wasn’t until Rose and Amy pulled later that Harold could force his limbs
to move again.
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